Someone to talk to

I am not in a good place.

I am lonely, tired, hopeless, and in pain.

I talked to two people today and that was because I was buying groceries.

People have it worse than me. I know. One of my good friend’s husband may be losing his job. But right now I feel like giving up.

People always say to call when I feel this way, but I rarely do. I do not want to interrupt their time with their family. Ironic how family time is so important to me and yet I have no family.

Also, I am afraid that will be told I am overreacting or whining and be shut down. That has happened so many times that I do not want to talk to anyone.

So I sit on my couch, watching TV, and thankful that Begonia enjoys my company.

Maybe this is how crazy cat ladies are born.

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