Category Archives: Samantha Speaks

The Court Jester

I am on my flight to Denver and I have time to think. I have figured out my purpose. I am the person everyone can depend on. The one that will always be there. The one that will drop whatever … Continue reading

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Spring Break done right

Today is the first day of Spring Break!  WAHOO!!!!!! Begonia is settled in for the week, Mom is home, and I am off. I leave for Colorado tomorrow, but I am driving down to San Diego today to spend some … Continue reading

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State of mind today

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This is a post I have wanted to write for awhile. There are some feelings and ideas that have been bouncing around in my head. I have hesitated to share these feelings because I am always whining. Also I know … Continue reading

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I’m exhausted

I am so tired. So drained. Losing hope that it will get better soon. My mom is still in the  hospital. My dad is still a problem. My personal life is still DOA.  I feel alone. I feel hopeless.  I … Continue reading

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I rode in an ambulance today

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Ok. Not an actual ambulance. It was really a medical transport vehicle. My mom had her post-op appointment with the surgeon. He was disappointed to see her on a gurney and not in a wheelchair or walker. He gave her … Continue reading

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Random thoughts entry #1

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Random thoughts. We all have them. Sometimes all I have is random thoughts to share. Massages should be covered by insurance and be required monthly. I have had some pain in my shoulders, neck, and upper back for about a … Continue reading

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Never say to yourself that it can’t get worse

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Lesson learned. Never say it! Never say the worse is over. Never say it can only get better. Here is the story. On Monday my parents and I were leaving their house, rushing around like normal. My mom stepped off … Continue reading

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But I did not feel sorry for myself!

The past week has been crazy! I feel like the sky had fallen. I was worried that my cozy little world was broken beyond repair.  And yet I was able to sleep well through the night. Hallelujah!  I have had … Continue reading

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A much better day

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I feel so much better! Hallelujah! Feeling healthy is better than winning the Powerball! I stayed home today and I think it was a wise decision. I needed another day to rest. I do not feel 100%, but I will … Continue reading

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Up all night

If only I could share a story with you how I had a wild and crazy night. I wish I had a pleasent story to share. I do not. It was a long night. A miserable night. Let me start … Continue reading

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