My first weekend of freedom as just like any other weekend. Everyone had plans and I had to find something to do. I decided to take myself to LA yesterday. I am not a fan of LA, but I figure that it has a lot of neat places to explore. I had hopes of getting some neat photos, but nothing struck my fancy.
I stopped at The Grove. It is a cute little shopping center that is a popular place for the famous to be seen. I did not see any celebrities. I had lunch and walked around. It was hotter than heck. I did buy myself a hat from Anthropologie.
I have been looking for a fedora for awhile and I finally found one I liked. I wanted something a little different. A great summer hat to start off my summer!
Then I crossed the street and went to the LA Farmer’s Market. Someone once described it as a open-air food court and I think that is a great description. I always forget that there are great places to eat there and tell myself to remember for the next time.
During my little excursion I was feeling sorry for myself. Part of the reason why I hate going anywhere is that I am usually by myself. I want someone to do things with and make memories with. What is the point of doing things by yourself most of the time? I am tired of seeing movies, eating dinner, exploring new places by myself. I feel like I should just stay home and watch TV. It is cheaper and less depressing!
To top it all off, I was called to make a rescue for a friend. Now honestly I do not mind going to rescue people. We have all been in that position and it is miserable. So when someone calls me to come and rescue them, I drop what I doing. But of course I think about who would I call if I was in the position of needing a rescue? To be honest I wouldn’t call anyone. Everyone has a family and a life that they are dealing with and I do not feel worthy of interrupting their day. It really is a worth issue for me. I do not think I am worth much.
Sad but true.
Thank goodness for books and TV to break up my pity party.
Thank goodness for food and the Internet.
Tomorrow is another day.
