Try as I may

I am trying to get better.

I see an acupuncturist that is well aware of my depression.

I go see a therapist that I adore. She is no nonsense and does not take an crap from me.

I exercise.  I know I could do more.  I did not do a lot of yoga during the summer and I hope once school starts I will get back on track.

I have stopped talking to friends and family about it.  I’ll delve further into that later.

People have suggested that I get on anti-depressants. I am not opposed to them and I know that I could probably benefit from them. But the reason that I have not gotten a prescription for them is that I do not want to put a band-aid on the problem.  I want to fix the problem.

And I have no idea how in the hell I am going to do that.

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