I have been seeing Luther for two years now and he is a miracle worker.
My headaches are few and far between.
My anxiety is subsiding.
My stress level is getting better.
My depression…
My depression is something I still struggle with.
Luther and I are working on it. Some days are better than others. I feel like I still have more bad days than good. I am learning how to live in the moment. I enjoy the joyous times I have. Actually I savor them.
But I am cursed by the middle-aged, single woman holiday problem. Everyone is busy with family, friends, and what not. My calendar is blank. No parties. No get togethers. No real plans.
Ok, I have a couple of things. But I will still spend 90% of the holiday season solo. It kills me. I do not know how to fix it. I am beginning to believe this is how my life is going to be and I need to stop fighting it.
Accept it and move on!
ARGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!
Back to Luther.
He is my acupuncturist fairy godmother.
If he knew I just called him that I would be in so much trouble.
I cannot wait to tell him!
