This morning I got up and went for a walk/run.
Yes, a walk/run.
I actually found it easier to run than ever before.
And I loved it! I wanted to run and run and run! I did not allow myself to. I wanted to pace myself. I cannot wait to do it again. I will follow all the plans I have read and start walk/running every other day.
I hope I stick with it!
Then I went to the store and bought myself a new camera. I splurged and bought a Nikon D610. I did not have a chance to play with it today, but I hope to have lots of fun with it tomorrow! I am taking a camera class put on by Samy’s Camera and I supper excited. I signed up months ago and the day is finally here!
As you can read, the first part of my day was great.
I was supposed to go see a movie with my mom, but as usual she did not feel well enough to go. My dad is missing again and my mom is stressed out. I was feeling down and I reached out to a bunch of people. Everyone was busy, so I decided to go see Age of Adeline.
It was much better than I thought. Very predictable and Blake Lively was not as annoying as I usually find her. Her voice drives me mad. The movie was not as sappy as expected. I enjoyed myself. Then I went grocery shopping and came home to make dinner.
I tried focusing on watching TV, but I could not concentrate. I called my grandmother, cried on the phone, and then called my mom. I went to see her for a little bit and we talked. We are both so stressed that comforting each other was actually soothing.
I do not know how to fix this problem. I am so stressed out and worried, that I cannot think straight. I hope I remain busy all summer.
Day one of break: exciting, yet stressful
