WARNING: This is another post where I am going to complain.
This funk is taking forever to wear off. To be honest I have not done a lot to shake it, but I am tired. It feels like too much work.
I keep trying to tell myself that I have a great life. I have a good group of friends. I have an amazing job. I have the best cat ever (except when she brings me dead things). I should be happy.
Should be.
Instead I focus on the negative. I have no one to share my life with. I am need to get in better shape. I need to save more money. And the list goes on and on.
What I really need to do is find something that makes me happy.
But what is it?
Photography? I have not picked up my camera in months.
Reading? It ebbs and flows.
It seems everything I do is done alone.
I AM TIRED OF BEING ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
