I am so tired.
So drained.
Losing hope that it will get better soon.
My mom is still in the hospital. My dad is still a problem. My personal life is still DOA.
I feel alone. I feel hopeless.
I am running around doing everything and I keep trying to tell myself that I am doing the right thing.
Things will get better.
Treat others and though you wish to be treated.
I try to live by that quote.
So why am I always alone? Why am I always the one doing everything? Why do people depend on me and I have only me to depend on?
Yes I am whining. Yes I am feeling sorry for myself.
And I do not feel bad. This is how I feel.
I am justified.
I know nothing will change. Tomorrow will come and I will continue to live my life.
Alone.
Don’t worry! I continue to say is all okay, because at the end of the day that is what people want to hear.
Fake it to you make it!
