Category Archives: Samantha Speaks

Crossroads

Posted on January 19, 2015 by sambolina

I have neglected my little blog. I have been trying to figure out my life. I am almost 40, I have no family, no man in my life, no kids, no prospects… and I for some damn reason I have … Continue reading →

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He poked me!

Posted on December 1, 2014 by sambolina

I have been seeing Luther for two years now and he is a miracle worker. My headaches are few and far between. My anxiety is subsiding. My stress level is getting better. My depression… My depression is something I still … Continue reading →

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Samantha Island

Posted on October 19, 2014 by sambolina

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I’m trying to get out of the funk, but I am having a heck of a time fighting it. It will get better. I have to keep telling myself that. I feel like I am on an island and no … Continue reading →

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It is still hot

Posted on September 16, 2014 by sambolina

It was not as hot today as it was yesterday, but it is still hotter than the surface of the sun. The one miracle is that my air conditioner is working well! (Hallelujah is playing in the background. Don’t you … Continue reading →

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I scream for ice cream

Posted on September 11, 2014 by sambolina

I am in a crappy mood today. I want to cry and yell and scream and give up. Thank goodness for ice cream. A lot of it.

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Another a-ha moment

Posted on August 22, 2014 by sambolina

I’m sitting home on another Friday night and a lightbulb went off. In my almost forty years on this earth I have never had someone that I can call a best friend. Someone that I can call at the end … Continue reading →

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Grateful

Posted on August 5, 2014 by sambolina

I had a major breakdown yesterday. It has been building and yesterday I erupted. It has been building for a long time. And after the explosion was over I felt no better. FML (Fuck my life) is going to be … Continue reading →

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Earth to Echo

Posted on August 2, 2014 by sambolina

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I have wanted to see Earth to Echo since it came out. When I saw it was at the $2 theater I had my Saturday figured out. I planned my day around the movie, which included some lunch and grocery … Continue reading →

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Try as I may

Posted on July 31, 2014 by sambolina

I am trying to get better. I see an acupuncturist that is well aware of my depression. I go see a therapist that I adore. She is no nonsense and does not take an crap from me. I exercise.  I … Continue reading →

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Get a life!

Posted on July 29, 2014 by sambolina

I feel better today. I even treated myself to a massage. I even drove down to San Diego to spend a couple of days with my grandmother. Hopefully things get better soon. I go back to work in a couple … Continue reading →

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